I wish I had made more of my high school and college years, and worked harder and learned more. I spent way too much time partying, and seeking status. Now I want to learn, and the opportunity is no longer there. I wonder what I can do to change this now. I would like to improve my flute playing. I dreamed I got a new flute, and I couldn't get a sound out of it. It was so strange. And I had a cousin - a cousin of my dad's in the dream - who owned the music store where I got it. Someone I work with IR:L also got a new flute, but his worked just fine. It's like, I wanted his flute because it played for me, whereas my flute wouldn't play for me without doing a lot of things to it.
Soooo...do I get flute lessons or what?