You know you are getting better when...you don't mind being really busy? I suppose that is true. Yesterday was full of ups and downs, and no down time much. But I managed to get through it just fine. Something interesting - I want to listen to music again. For some people, that might not be such a big deal. For me - someone who has, for most of their life, made a living from being a musician - it IS a big deal. I know I am recovering a sense of self, and a sense of beauty, a sense of possibility. I think eventually, I will feel ready to step out and become part of the larger musical community. It will take a while, but I think it will happen. Baby steps.
Still haven't decided what is on the menu for dinner this evening. My mom may want to go out. I don't know.